It seems like when you do the unthinkable and open yourself up to love that it comes back to smack you in the face. It's like saying, "Silly girl, that's what you get for thinking that you're worthy of love." I guess it the time to begin guarding my heart again. Love is a wasted emotion that preys on the weak and pulling them into senseless games. If you can't love me at my worst you damn sure don't deserve me at my best.